November 06, 2002
Misc Life Stuff, Drained
Sitting with music. The Tamster is feeling overwhelmed by deadline, same as I was a week ago. I'm not fully recovered, but I want to help. Partly because I am trying to learn from what she's doing (scoring music to video). Partly because I feel partially responsible for how difficult her project ended up being. She's almost done. I'm pretty tired.Clients are tough in freelancing. One of them is itchy about our recently-ended projects. The other one is putting me on hold. I've got a full day tomorrow. I've got a full week. Not fully confident in how reliable I'll be able to be this week because I'm tired.
Voting sucks. I had a bit of a surge but I'm depressed about the results. I get entranced sometimes about the thoughts of convincing large numbers of people to follow my points of view, but then I get discouraged and the idea has no appeal anymore.
Love, money, and beliefs. Sometimes I forget what else there is. I'm pretty drained by all three right now.